drooling and rug burn

I realized that I keep forgetting. I want to stop forgetting. I think I can do this and than I find myself facedown on the carpet saying "I can't do this...I can't do this...I can't do this". There's not even anything I am referring to..it's just everything! So what happened...I am realizing that I have 2 ways to do life. 1. in my strength, abilities and mindset 2. Through Jesus by living in love with Him and trusting Him. #1 brings frustration and drooling ramblings. #2 brings peace and joy and order to my chaos. I choose 2, but for some reason I keep forgetting and try #1 again....do I like drooling? why do i choose this option? Whatever reason, I am thankful that God keeps bringing me back on to Him, cuz I don't want any more rug burn. If you see me drooling or with a rug burn, can you remind me which one to pick. Tell me I forgot...God might use you to get through to me...in case I am not listening to Him. Thanks

Phillips, Craig & Dean - When God Ran - Live